this summer has been one of the hardest couple of months of my life. so many huge changes were made and monumental events that have shaken me to the core. I spent a lot of time being unhappy and thus trying to figure out why I was feeling that way and what I could do to fix that. I had to make a decision that has caused myself a lot of pain and sadness but it also made it so that I could see clearer. I have slowly discovered the little things that make me happy and have focussed on being more positive. I have taught myself to better let go of the things that make me feel heavy with sadness. Perhaps most importantly I was given the most wonderful gift of being able to return to my roots and visit my family whom I haven’t seen in roughly 5 years.
I started painting and drawing again.
Things are looking better and I am so thankful to be able to see that.
I smell it in the air. It’s coming.
I saw so many happy little honeybees today it made my heart smile.